September 2010
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You had me at Hello.
I’ve never seen a smile that can light the room like yours.
I’ve seen it more with every day that goes by.
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?
28 weeks later...
To the day. And sitting here next to your grave drinking a redbull and smoking and listening to you play it still feels just as raw as that first tuesday morning. The words ‘gone but not forgotten’ were never so true.
I burn a single flame for our memories.
today is going to be a good day....
going to visit someone i haven’t seen in a while, then going for tea with his parents and my mum. seeing my buddy kip at the same time who i’ve missed terribly.
then coming home and hopefully seeing fred and walker and cooking up some quesadillas for a good old chinwag and hangout time.
i wish every day was like this.
Random act of kindness for the day...
I was getting grief at work from some chavs buying trainers when a customer behind them interrupted their foul mouthed tirade and told them they should be ashamed of how they were acting towards me.
After they left she asked how I dealt with people like that and I explained that I’d been called ‘fucking useless waste of space’ by a customer once and anything after that pretty...
LONGING
Lists upon lists...
Lists of staff training dates and topics…
Lists of stationary that has to be ordered on monday…
Lists of payroll issues that need to be addressed on monday…
A list of the hundred and one ways that the manager has fucked me over this week, itemised and to be discussed on monday morning.
This is war.
“Love compared to violence is like a key to a sword: the ability to unlock will...”
– Anonymous (via random-acts-of-kindness)
in a pretty bad/sad mood...
and i can’t say i know why.
So broke....
Feel physically sick and a little bit scared. I’m not sure I can afford to keep on working in windsor… I actually just want to go home and cry but I’m going to have to smile through a lunch that I can’t afford. I’m sick of being broke ALL the time. I feel like I’m missing out on so much.
i woke up last night and panicked because you weren’t lying next to me.
i can’t believe how much i love every minute we spend together, wether we’re doing something interesting or just spending hours in bed talking.
you’re my everything.
how?
how the hell did a pea get in my boot?
this is impressive. even for me.
best surprise ever
i found a cat on my bed.
i came upstairs and there it was, sat miaowing on my bed. sadly the boys said i couldn’t keep him as they are dog people.
but i spent a very pleasant five minutes playing with it and cuddling it before giving it a sausage and sending it on it’s way :)
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fed up with the he says she says bullshit.
funny.
how what one person says to another can make my heart sink.
ah, well.
i literally haven’t stayed put for more than 10 minutes all day today. can’t focus on anything and am driving my mum up the wall.
on the plus side i have watered all her plants and have been bringing her cava on a regular basis.
i might attempt to draw something…
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starting to get a bit annoyed now....
… want to be going to the adam barnes ep show tonight.
… want to see him again.
… want to stop overheating.
… want some sleep. i’m going to need a holiday to get over this holiday.
rant over.
blergh....
i think it’s time to suck it up and admit it.
i get vertigo.
really, really REALLY fucking badly.
it was nearly worth chundering for the photos i got though :)
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:(
honestly.
i didn’t think i’d miss you as much as i do.
freaking out....
not sure exactly how much more of this i can take.
being caught in between two very strong opposing forces and being the only person here with any semblance of neutrality is starting to wear very thin.
i don’t care. i don’t care what she said to you, or you said to her, all i want to do is get on. and seeing your respective other halves torn to bits and driven mad is driving me...
“You be the anchor that keeps my feet on the ground, I’ll be the wings that...”
